My official blog page where I write all my innermost thoughts on life and on God. You will also find Christian poetries that are inspired by God and written out of my own experiences. It's a journey of faith, healing and experiencing the Lord's faithfulness and goodness!
Tuesday, September 1, 2020
Short Reflection on Praying in tongues
Sunday, January 19, 2020
Thinking a loud
The truth - Failure doesn't define me, God does.
The reality - I'm still learning and exploring to discover what it is that God has called me to do... There is also a part of me that fears...
Due to my many failures, I sometimes doubt my capabilities and competence and struggle to find my strength!
Being involved in differen ministries /mission trips exposes me to different gifting I never knew I had... So far, I discovered I could do prophetic art and music... Now, I'm exploring children ministry, I've already been in childcare for 11 years, I'm just expanding my "experience" in the mission field to "test" my effectiveness... Too early to say anything yet, since I just started.
After all these years, I'm still trying to find my niche, what I enjoy doing and what I'm really good at. I roughly have an idea, but to be honest, I am just average, I'm not the best or the most sought after but I just want to be available... Possibly, a way for me to explore and discover what I'm truly called for in my calling in ministry... Different people have different opinions of me, ultimately it is God showing me and convincing me in the specific areas I should focus on...
Many failed attempts are also experiences, that I learn... Looking to see which area I've done well in and see how I can be better in it... This applies to my career too...
Friday, December 7, 2018
Reflections on Obstacles
Saturday, October 27, 2018
World's standard vs God's view
My younger sister is 33, she has been married for 2 years
My younger brother is 25, he is currently dating someone.
My brother is doing well in his company and is earning quite a sum.
I might be living out my childhood ambition, but over the last few years, it has become a nightmare, and I’m now just fighting every day to keep the flame that is almost gone and it’s also not paying very well too.
(Numbers 23:19)
Princess Michelle –
Beloved Daughter of the Most High King
Thursday, February 23, 2017
The Power of Names (my testimony)
Princess Michelle -
Beloved Daughter of the Most High King
Saturday, July 2, 2016
Reflections on Gifts (Spiritual/Natural)
But whatever these gifts may be, one thing I do believe is that God never gave us these gifts and intended for us to use them for our own selfish desires/purposes. I believe these gifts are for us to use in His Kingdom to give Him glory and it is also to the benefit of the body of Christ at large. While the bible says that God's gifts and his call are irrevocable (Romans 11:29), I do believe that our gifts must be used actively, otherwise they might become dormant and as a result we might lose our effectiveness in them. If the Lord has given us any gifts, we should take care that we use them humbly and in the right manner.
Gifts such as prophecy and teaching, if not used in the correct manner, it can cause a leader to go astray allowing him to start his own false doctrine such as The Prosperity Gospel or Hyper-grace message, drawing crowds of people after themselves. Instead of preaching Biblical truth, they twist the scriptures to please "the people who will not put up with sound doctrine. Instead, to suit their own desires they will gather around them a great number of teachers to say what their itching ears want to hear. They will turn their ears away from the truth and turn aside to myths." (2 Timothy 4:3-4)
Everyone has been given a gift from God, some are left undiscovered and unexplored until we venture out and try it because I personally don't believe that there is such thing as an un-gifted child of God. We therefore, must always be willing and opened to try new things, you never know what you are good at until you try it.
What natural/spiritual gift has God given you today? How are you using it to glorify God? Go try new things and perhaps you might in the process, discover a hidden talent you never know you possess!
God bless you!
Serving with you in His Kingdom with love;
Princess Michelle -
Beloved Daughter of the Most High King
Monday, May 23, 2016
Reflections on love
What is love? Love is not just a feeling or an emotion, it's much more than that - Love is an action word. I once heard this quote that if you love someone, you have to let him/her go. Love is not about possessing someone, you can love someone from afar. Love requires sacrifice and to love someone is a choice. Feelings and affection for someone can fade in time, but true love doesn't go away that easily. If love is just based on what we feel in our heart, than it can be a dangerous and deceitful thing. If your love is only based on an emotional feeling, than it means that if one day you feel like you love him, you will do anything for him, but if the next day you feel like you don't love him, you will just walk out on him, because the feeling of love is no longer there. But love is about choosing to stay put and work out all the wrongs to make it right, no matter how hard the circumstance. The Bible tells us that "The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure. Who can understand it?" (Jeremiah 17:9)
Let's look into the Bible for it's definition of love; "Love is patient, love is kind, and it is not jealous; love does not brag and it is not arrogant, does not act unbecoming; it does not seek its own, it is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness; but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hope all things, endure all things….. But now abide faith, hope, love these three; but the greatest of these is love." (1 Corinthians 13:4-8,13)
True love was demonstrated to us by Christ, "But God demonstrated His own love towards us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us." (Romans 5:8) "Greater love has no one than this, that he lays down his life for his friends. (John 15:13), "For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish but have everlasting life" (John 3:16) Love is always about sacrifice, God gave and gave and gave. That is just His nature, "The one who does not know love does not know God, for God is love" (1 John 4:8)
What motivates you to do the things you do? Is it out of obligation? Out of love? Out of fear? The bible teaches us that "There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives our fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not perfect in love." (1 John 4:18).
Fear however has two types… Irrational fears such as fears of cockroaches and a reverent healthy fear of the Lord, which leads to life, " The fear of the Lord is a fountain of life, turning a person from the snares of death." (Proverbs 14:27)
The fear of God, actually drives us towards him, not away from Him. God has shown us so much of His love that, our only response to Him is to love Him and worship Him by following and obeying him. We fear him because, He is God Almighty, Just and Holy and we are mere dust and sinners, damn to hell. God can smite us anytime if our sins arouses Him to anger, but He chooses to withhold His judgement from us because of grace. "Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather, be afraid of the One who can destroy both the soul and body in hell." (Matthew 10:28), "The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. We have seen his glory, the glory of the one and only Son, who came from the father, full of grace and truth". (John 1:14) "For if, but the trespass of the one man, death reigned through that one man how much more will those who receive God's abundant provision of grace and of the gift of righteousness reign in life, through one man, Jesus Christ! "(Romans 5:17), "He made him who knew no sin, to be sin on our behalf, that we might be the righteousness of God in Him" (2 Corinthians 5:21) That's grace and that's true love!
Love can be demonstrated in a few practical ways - by words of encouragement, by praying, by works of kindness… "If I speak in the tongues of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountain, but do not have love, I am nothing." (1 Corinthians 13:1-2). Therefore, we ought to "Do everything in love" (1 Corinthians 16:4), "We love because he first loved us" (John 4:19). "A new command I give you; Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another." (John 13:34-35)
Love - because God first loved us and it is a demonstration to the world that we are indeed His disciples! Fear the Lord, because it is life!
God bless you
Serving with you in His Kingdom with love;
Princess Michelle -
Beloved Daughter of the Most High King
Saturday, April 9, 2016
Hope
Give me faith when my world is crashing
Lift me up when I am falling
Lord, I'm calling out to You
I have no where else to turn to
When darkness covers me
Open my eyes and help me see
You are all that I have
And You are all that I really need
Nothing else matters
No one else will do
Help me to have faith
And truly put my trust in You
You are the light, You are my hope
You are the answer to all I need
Whatever it takes, break me
Bring me to my knees
When all else fail, Your word remains true
Hope draws me back, and I'll wait for You
Written by Michelle Yee
Serving with you in His kingdom with love;
Princess Michelle -
Beloved daughter of the Most High King
Friday, March 25, 2016
Good Friday/Easter Reflection
Good Friday/Easter Reflection
God made man - man. Man made god - idol. When God created human it is in the natural. But when man tries to create God who is more supreme than Him, this becomes pride. Idolatry therefore equals pride, as it takes the focus off the Creator to the creation. The creation becomes the object of our worship and when that happens, our sight on our Creator is lost. We then walk away from Him leading our own selfish lifestyle. Idolatry and pride are both sin and require death.
The Bible says that "The wages of sin is death, but the free gift is eternal life through Jesus Christ" (Romans 6:23). Remember that even though your gift is free, it didn't come cheap! Jesus paid for it with His own blood!
"For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son that who ever believes in him shall not perish but have everlasting life" (John 3:16)
Are we living in pride? Do we have idols that take the place where God should be. What do we live for? What are our priorities? Have we lost our sight on God and start to pursue other stuff?
As we approach Easter and Good Friday this weekend, let us bring our focus back to our Creator who loved us so much that He will hang on the cross for our sins. "He made him who knew no sin to be sin on our behalf that we may become the righteousness of God." (2 Cor 5:21).
May we all take this time to reflect on our lives and if we find ourselves guilty of any of the above mentioned, may we all repent before the Lord. "If we confess our sins, He is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:19).
God bless you all...
Serving with you in His Kingdom with love;
Princess Michelle
Beloved Daughter of the Most High King
Sunday, February 28, 2016
Bodily function - spiritual implications
Sunday, February 14, 2016
Beyond it all
Hides the pain you've never knew I was in
Behind the laughter
Are tears you've never seen
A yearning desire for one who will love and care
Beyond the fear, and doubt that lies within
I seek the One, whom my eyes have not seen
My heart has felt Him near
Though many words others have said to me
His words of love and truth I hold most dear
Beyond all the disappointment, I continue to fight
Beyond all the darkness, failures and human fault
Is a steadfast love I behold that fails me not
Princess Michelle -
Beloved Daughter of the Most High King
Saturday, January 16, 2016
Let go and surrender to God
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Has it ever occurred to you that sometimes, you yourselves may be the very hinderance that is preventing the blessings of the Lord to come upon you? Yes, that's true! Sometimes, we are the ones who are preventing God from blessing us...
Let's imagine you have something in your hands. And when you do, your hands would naturally be in a clasp position. What do you have to do if you want to receive something bigger that God is giving you? Common sense tells us that, we would have to open up our hands and let it go before we can receive the greater things of the Lord.
But sometimes, that is our problem. We don't want to let go of the things that we are holding on to and that's why God cannot bless us... God is not able to bless us because our hands are full, and we cannot receive any more unless we open our hands and let go. We must be willing to empty everything and lay them at the foot of His cross.
That's why whenever we receive prayers, the posture that we always have is to open up both hands, palm facing upwards to the Lord. This is a posture of both receiving and surrendering, we are telling God that we want to receive from Him and yet at the same time we are willing to surrender whatever He ask of us.
God is a gentleman who will not force His way into us, if we refuse to give in... He will not try to pry your hands open, if we refuse to do so, but He will always gently pursue us with His love until we ourselves are willing to submit and surrender it to Him.
Is there anything that you're holding on to that God is telling to you let go? May the love of God gently pursue us so that we are willing to surrender it all to Him, and see that what He is about to give us is not greater than what we used to be holding on to.
Oh Lord, I thank you that You desire to bless me, but I confess that unless I let go of what I've been holding on to, I'm not able to receive the greater blessing You are waiting to pour out on my life. Father, I ask for Your grace and the willingness on my part to surrender what You are asking of me. Forgive me of my unwillngless to submit and surrender and help my unbelief. In Jesus name I pray, Amen!
Serving with you in His Kingdom with love;
Princess Michelle -
Beloved Daughter of the Most High King
Wednesday, October 28, 2015
Lord, have mercy
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Everything seems hopeless
There seems to be no way out for me
I cry out to You oh Lord
Have mercy on me
Calling out from the pit
I cry, have mercy on me
Save me Lord, I plead, deliver me
For only You understand the circumstance I'm in
The pain is too much for me to bear
It's breaking me apart
Yet Your love gives me strength
Whenever I am weak
My life is in Your hands
Your mercy is upon me
You will look upon thy servant with mercy
And Thou will rescue me
Serving with you in His Kingdom with love;
Princess Michelle -
Beloved Daughter o the Most High King
Sunday, October 11, 2015
My Confession
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Guilt and regrets I carry as I travel on my road
To whom shall I ask to remove my load
To Jesus I call, to Him that cares
Upon His shoulders, my burden He bears
Condemns and accuse me He will not
For it is mercy by His blood that I was bought
Redemption and forgiveness is what He gives
If only we believe, ask and we will receive
So Father God, if I have ever ran away
Forgive me I ask of You today
Hold me close forever by Your side
And never again allow me to walk away from Thy sight
Princess Michelle -
Beloved Daughter of the Most High King
Monday, August 10, 2015
Thy Name is Power
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Tears have blurred my vision
Entrapped by the devil’s lie,
How foolish am I to be tricked
I have since lost my way
And the sight of who I am
Until His light shone through
My eyes have finally been opened and now I see
Lord I need You to come to rescue me
I know Your word is true
Give me the strength and faith to trust in You
Great is thy power to heal
And to deliver me from my fears
You’re my safe refuge and hiding place
For thy love is greater than my pain
Thy mercy greater than my shame
Thou art forever faithful
Holy and worthy is Your name
Serving with you in His Kingdom with love;
Princess Michelle -
Beloved Daughter of the Most High
Peace for my soul
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Peace for my soul
My restless soul, wrestled with yet another sleepless night
As I stayed up in bed, heaving a heavy sigh
I stared into the heavens, struggling to say a prayer
Wondering to myself if anyone is really there
All night long, my one soul desire
Is to find the peace and rest I long
I searched in my heart
But could never figure out what's wrong
Then in the solitude and the quietness of the dark
A sudden whisper of a still small voice I hear
A gentle tug in my spirit begins to stir silencing every fear
There a glimmer of hope and than I knew someone hears
Be still, and quiet now my Child
And know that I'm the Lord Your God
Peace be with you as you know that I'm right here
My soul is now settled for that's all I need to hear
Serving with you in His kingdom with love;
Princess Michelle -
Beloved Daughter of the Most High King
Tuesday, June 23, 2015
Lost and found
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Opposition, my childhood friend
Rejection has held me by the hands
Through all the years growing up in pain
Suffering from sorrows and so much shame
I endured the physical and the emotional pain
Yet through it all, God's love and faithfulness remains
Now I know who I am and I know who You are
You are my heavenly Father and I'm Your precious child
Out of darkness into Your glorious light
You called me now forever to Your side
God's love has broken the chains that held me down
Now hope and joy is all I'm glad to know and have found
Written by Michelle Yee
Saturday, June 20, 2015
Reflections: The Proud vs the Humble - The danger of pride and greed
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The Bible taught us the Lord chooses the foolish things of the world to shame the wise and chosen the weak things of the world to shame the things which are strong (1 Corinthians 1:27) and I never really understood it until now.
We must remember, “For we have brought nothing into the world, so we cannot take anything out of it either. And if we have food and covering, with these we shall be content. But those who want to get rich fall into temptation and a snare and may foolish and harmful desires which plunge men into ruin and destruction for the love of money that is the root of all sorts of evil, and some by longing for it have wandered away from the faith and pierced themselves with many a pang (1 Tim 6:-610), and all these stems from one root word - greed.
God bless you
Beloved Daughter of the Most High King
Monday, June 1, 2015
The Promise
Sovereign Lord over all the heavens and the earth
By the word of Your power all is restored
Including the blind and the lost
The old has been renewed
The past that has once entrapped me
God has hence set me free
Victory is on my side
The devil has been defeated
The flood gates of heaven is now opened wide
Are all there for me to receive
The blood of Jesus has made a way for me
So that I can enter into the blessings He has promised for eternity
Princess Michelle -
Beloved Daughter of the Most High King
Saturday, May 9, 2015
My Prayer
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My Prayer
Cause me to walk in righteousness O Lord I ask
And cause my heart to turn away from sin
Cause my feet to be steadfast upon Your truth
And hold me tight in Your embrace
Let me desire nothing more but only You always
Princess Michelle Yee